I am not really thankful its Friday cause my Saturday is going to suck, but alas the weekend still have a nice feel to it. Well, all the kiddos at KU went back to school today, thus making me feel even older and more removed from my days of walking up that hill. I, on the other hand, did my usual go to work thing.

Sidenote: TGIF makes me think of Full House.

As I approach my 23rd birthday I have begun to think about my life and its direction a bit more. Gosh I am getting old. HA! It is weird how I have become very unfocused (not in a spin out of control off the path of bigger and better kind of way). I mean when I was younger, even a year ago I had a plan, was motivated to achieve more than I am right now, felt a bigger sense of challenge, but wasn't necessarily as spontaneous, open and me as I am right now. I don't know what is different, but I have a new sense of what it is like to be, instead of what it is like to constantly think about achieving. While I haven't lost sight of my dreams, I think I can appreciate the state of being spontaneous, crazy, a bit lazy but none the less focused on the ride more than the destination. [Wow didn't think I was going to be so thoughtful/deep about it being a Friday afternoon. I just started this post cause I have nothing to do a work while I wait for my page dummies to come from advertising.] So yeah, I can be content with things right now cause I know that whatever happens in the future or in the next two days will be what I want and that is what makes living life so much better (even if you don't really feel that you're doing much but the daily routine.)

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