Just an update on life...

29 May 2007
So this holiday weekend was good. I managed to go out Thursday through Monday have a grill out and go swimming a few times. We in fact came up with a game that involved the pool and drinking (which I wouldn't exactly recommend cause that could lead to someone drowning.) So overall pretty productive. Oh didn't mention that my new friend Katie and I managed to entertain ourselves one night by going around and getting guys to buy us drinks. FUN TIMES. So yeah I have a new friend Katie, who I met through my friend Will. We hit it off right away, which considering that I don't have many girl friends here, is great.
As far as other things work is work, the parents are good. My brother came for a visit-always nice to see him.
That about sums up that. You could say I am content and well preparing for 100+ temps for the next couple of months. =)

Aimlessy writing

08 May 2007
So have you ever thought you were a horrible person cause of something you did to someone, but also because of what you did to yourself. Wow that sounds so much less confusing in my own mind. Cinco de Mayo, that is my holiday. Margaritas, chips and salsa, dancing - but this year there would be none of that.
I had my tequila and went out, but nothing like year's past and the night turned into one of the worst ever.
Is it possible to say the worst thing ever and be forgiven? Especially when my reason for saying those things isn't as bad as what was said? That is the situation I am in, but is it right for me to put myself down. Anyway I am sure noone reading this understands, but the reality of the situation is this could really suck.
Sorry to vent.