Good cries
I think I should be happy, but alas I cry.
The next couple of weeks should be exciting and I should be so happy to have friends visit, my dad come to Lawrence, a trip to Austin, followed by Thanksgiving and a trip to NYC, but no, for some reason I am not. Don't get me wrong there are moments of happiness I have had and will have during all of this excitement, but last night all I could do was cry. It was one of the biggest cries I think I have ever had. The tears started out of happiness for getting to see Ellyn, but then we couldn't stop cause we were sad that she was going back to Naples. Later I had more tears and even still after that I had more tears. Haven't cried like that in a long time. And when I woke up this morning my eyes could hardly open, but I felt better cause I had such an intense cry. Funny how that works.
As I write this I know my eyes are puffy, and I lost two contacts in the mess but the sun is shining and life is too short to be sad, so I am wiping away the tears until the next time I need to have a good cry-cause every once in a while they are necessary.
The next couple of weeks should be exciting and I should be so happy to have friends visit, my dad come to Lawrence, a trip to Austin, followed by Thanksgiving and a trip to NYC, but no, for some reason I am not. Don't get me wrong there are moments of happiness I have had and will have during all of this excitement, but last night all I could do was cry. It was one of the biggest cries I think I have ever had. The tears started out of happiness for getting to see Ellyn, but then we couldn't stop cause we were sad that she was going back to Naples. Later I had more tears and even still after that I had more tears. Haven't cried like that in a long time. And when I woke up this morning my eyes could hardly open, but I felt better cause I had such an intense cry. Funny how that works.
As I write this I know my eyes are puffy, and I lost two contacts in the mess but the sun is shining and life is too short to be sad, so I am wiping away the tears until the next time I need to have a good cry-cause every once in a while they are necessary.
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10/31/2005 9:40 PMSo I am commenting on my own blog, but whatever. Today I was watching Grey's Anatomy (taped it Sun. night) well I couldn't stop crying. I wasn't even crying about what was happening in the show exactly just crying cause - well if I knew exactly why then maybe I wouldn't have to cry. I sort of have an idea-but I must stop being uberly emotional and get over it. Really though I can't get over it if it is something that is upsetting me so much. HELP!!!
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